2004-07-14 - 1:20 p.m.
it has been an insane few days. i mean it. unprecedented kind of shit. i'm wearing jeans that are blue. i wore a polo shirt last night and BROWN SHOES. how fucking weird is that. as it stands, i have no idea about anything i'm doing. despite attempts at clarity it is all so abstract. i don't know what to do or make of anything. i'm supposed to move soon, i'm too lazy to pack. i have no more summer school so i will be sleeping until after noon for the rest of the summer. fuck. life just gets weirder as time goes by. i look at the time go and realize that everything that happens is just going to teach me something. i don't know what i'm learning now. i'm surprised i'm taking it all as well as i am. turns out the Sequel will be breaking up. two more practices, one more show. i say i'll miss pat and ryan, they are very good musicians and just good people.
Bittersweet Symphony
