2004-07-18 - 3:43 a.m.
so lindsay is either an idiot or the worst player of all time. so i go out to berwyn to meet her and some people at some bar, she was in the midst of some bar crawl for charity or something. so she gets in my car while i'm parking and tells me her friend from iowa is there too. i'm not threatened and remembered he's a nice guy. so then she tells me she told him the same thing she told me.(she doesn't want anything serious). so i say you have that arrangement with him, to which she replies with the affirmative. i told her i don't care if she goes out with other people, and i don't, but i did make the request that i never have to see it. out of sight out of mind kind of thing. so i was a little miffed when i walked into the bar. but he's a fun guy and i realized i really don't care, and i ended up having a good time singing a lot of karaoke. a little while later i see the two of them talking and i can tell its nothing i wanted to be a part of. so i sing more. she pulls me aside when he walks away and tells me he's being a pussy. she says he shouldn't be upset because she told him the truth. and i told her the old "feelings are stupid because you can do everything rationally right and still hurt someone" thing. so it seems that he put more into what ever it is that happened between them than she did. she's not down with that, and i was thinking all she needed to do to avoid that situation was not make out with him. so i drove the two of thme back to her place and i went home. like i said, i'm not bad, but wasn't that kind of stupid?
i'm moving tomorrow and lindsay is going to help.
there's been more but i'm not ready to talk about it yet.
"The human interest stories and the obituaries...oh yeah." Stranger Than Fiction- Bad Religion
