2004-10-06 - 12:26 p.m.
last night was another fun trip to nightmare town. the only one i remember vivdly involved taking an airplane(which i hate anyway) that had taken off from a volkswagon dealer. once in the air at a high cruising altitude the pilot tells the passengers that we have to go below cloud cover. what happens next is that the back end of the plane starts falling and the whole plane begins rushing perpindicular towards earth. i look at some woman next to me and she doesn't seem worried. i really hate planes.
i meant to wake up early today and go work out before class, but i felt like a rock when the alarm went off so i just went back to sleep. i hate doing that. i think i'm getting back into being comfortable by myself all the time again. it was a very weird summer. now i guess things are getting back to normal. i'm not sure if i like it or not. i seem to have little choice in the matter. i never have any choice in the matter. tonight is Simchat Torah and i forgot what time it starts, but i'll probably go. i didn't do anything for Sukkot, but i didn't really have any opportunities. i doubt God is mad at me. i have to go to class. its getting cooler out, it seems appropriate.
"To another abyss, to no avail. The search was bound to fail, and it chills me to the bone that I'm so far away from home." Bad Religion
