2004-10-23 - 7:43 p.m.
dammit, so i called my old friend tara again about two weeks ago. we hadn't been talking for about a year. she stopped returning my calls after a night when she called me scared and crying about what she thought her then boyfriend was going to do to her. and i don't mean mentally or emotionally. i talked her through it as best as i could. after that night though, no word from her. i called at least once a week every week for at least two months. never got a call back, she never picked up. and after those two months or so i would randomly try calling her, with similar results. so two weeks ago i decide to try again. she actually picked up and was glad to hear from me. we finally hung out again a week ago. we chilled in an IHOP for a few hours, caught up and it was good times. i haven't heard from her since despite trying to call her. i gave her a chance and she seems to be doing the same shit again. what the hell is that?
i went to my brother's football game at northpark university today. they won, it was good to see him. went to firehouse #2 in evanston with my parents for dinner, it was very very good food. and now i'm at home on a saturday night. no plans, no prospects of anything to do. typical. i'm working on a new short story, i like how it is coming out. a lot of my stuff is going to be published on an online magazine, i'll let you all know(no one reads this shit) the link once it gets launched.
"You know me, you know me all too well. My only desire, to bridge the division." The End Of Heartache- Killswitch Engage
