2004-11-21 - 1:03 a.m.
i haven't seen another human being in awhile. i'm dogsitting at my parent's house. i'm sort of enjoying it. i meant to be doing a bunch of homework, and i did do a little, but mostly i've been dicking around on the internet, and watching basic cable. i inadvertantly came across a channel playing soft-core pornography, but it got uninteresting very fast. i like my parent's house when there's no one here. gives me a bit of a glimpse into what it might be like when i live in a place with out roommates. (it'll probably happen, but not anytime soon). i'm lonely as hell but i don't seem to want to do anything about it. i could have done stuff tonight, but i opted for the internet instead. i am content with my decision. but still, it is very quiet and i can tell i won't be able to sleep for at least a few hours. speaking of which, sleeping will be rather difficult. these dogs are very spoiled and will only sleep with a person present. last night and tonight that person will be me. they are small dogs but extreme bedhogs, it is frustrating. last night was the first night i slept with anything next to me in a long time. and don't get gross, that was not in any way a comparison. i remembered back to lindsay business. there were nights i would just go over there to sleep next to her and drive her to school at like 6 in the morning. i was a good fake boyfriend. one of the dogs is barking, i can't imagine at what, probably another dog.
"I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this great big fucking hole." Wish- NIN
