2004-11-25 - 10:15 p.m.
my brother was not present for thanksgiving dinner at brass today. his college football team was en route to ohio for another play-off game. i enjoy his company and would have liked to have him around. as it happened i just ate a lot and had a pleasant day. i went on a road run. very long. that is my tradition since my freshman year of high school when all the wrestlers would go running in the morning in an effort to not gain too much weight. i miscalculated last year so this year was actually the 8th year that i took that run. last year all i could think about while running was "when am i going to get to have sex with danielle?". this year my mind was blank. i have scheduled a session with a therapist for next week. i'm not sure how it will go. the only thing i'm sure of is that it can't possibly hurt to do. i have to dog sit again this weekend. so once again i'll be bored out of my mind trying to get the insane amount of homework that i have done. i hung with mike m alot last night, he's a good friend who is quite interesting to talk to. lindsay got into a serious car accident a few days ago. she is a little banged up but not seriously hurt. her car is totalled. i was pretty worried when she told me about all of it. she'll be fine. my job isn't going to well. i am making no money and it sucks. not like i would be spending all crazy on nights out or dates and things, but damn i'd like to think i would at least have the opportunity to do so. that much running takes quite a bit out of me. my friend tanya is in cozumel, i am jealous. it was very cold running today, but i still liked it. i have no plans for tomorrow. i'm going to work out at my old gym at some point, but that's all i got. i hate shopping and tomorrow would be the worst day for it. i ususally treat thanksgiving as the beginning of winter. i usually have interesting winters. i have every year of college so far. year 1: dating kristen. year 2:dating danielle. year 3: dating jenny year 4: lost my virginity. we'll see if something interesting happens this time. i would prefer something interesting, however i acknowledge the extreme likelihood that it will not be.
"I've got this one problem where I live forever." Modern Man- Bad Religion
