2005-03-08 - 11:47 a.m.
and i'm sick again. i do not want to discuss the details, it is all much too embarrassing. i should be able to kick this in a few days, hopefully by tomorrow. but i have all this school work to do and it does not help to be at less than my usual abilities. i had weird dreams last night about prison, the kids from stand by me go to prison. damn it was weird. and the prison was gigantic and somehow across the street from kiddie-land. i have weird dreams when i'm sick. earlier this weekend when i first got sick again i dreamed that i was hannibal lecter at the end of hannibal cutting my hand off. and then instead of the actress that was in hannibal being there, it was angelina jolie and she was expressing her undying love for me, and i for her in the back of a blue barracuda, the muscle car, not the fish. i don't even like angelina jolie. yeah, it was weird. i'm only going to one of my classes today, i hope i have time to take a short nap.
"I serve my perdition in this private hell." Evil Thing- Danzig
