2005-08-21 - 5:57 p.m.
i start classes again tomorrow. i always get apprehensive before a new semester starts. i hate the adjustment period into anything new. once i get situated i can handle almost anything; but adjusting is annoying. last year i broke down i think three days into the first or second week of the semester. i i was overwhelmed with the courseload(it was insane, you can go look it up on my older entries from about a year ago on this thing) and over lindsay. i looked to her for support and didn't get at all what i needed. big surprise. this year i'm no tsure how it will go. i have no one to expect support from. another difference is that i will be working a lot more now trying to balance observations and classes with my job. it will be hard but i can do it. i am tempted to quit college and be a personal trainer but i know that i won't do it.
the Gravetones played a really good set last night. it was part of a competition to get on riot fest at the congress theater. we played well and the people seemed to be digging it; that's all i can do. i hope we get on for that festival. i had a good time. my neck still hurts. it looks like there is no way the Felt-ups will be performing at their competition date. jimmy won't play drums. i blame him and i am mad about it. i would rather play than not play and he does not share that mindset.
"Here we are again to experience the bitter scalding end." Bad Religion
