2006-02-19 - 3:23 p.m.
no matter what i do, no matter what i say, there really isn't all that much i really ever mean to ask of anyone. fo ras difficult and complex as i can be, there is really only one thing i want. as much frustration and confusion as i am capable of elliciting all i want from anyone is to not give up on me. at some point i'll say different and i'll rail against everyone to leave me alone and off i'll go. let me go, but don't forget about me and let me come back again. i know it will be hard sometimes and i'm nowhere near perfect, but just don't give up on me. there will be times that i will give up on myself; it happens all to often anyway. this request is what i ask of others that i so often cannot do for myself. i run out of things that sustain me easily. remind me that life is worthwhile because we are both in it. sometimes i forget anyone else exists and i get sick of my own company. when i forget about all of you, the damage i do to myself stops mattering. it sounds weak and pathetic, but don't give up on me.
"Renegades of this atomic age" Renegades Of Funk- Rage Against The Machine
