2006-03-31 - 12:42 p.m.
5 years now. it has been five years now since the first woman i ever loved broke up with me. these are much different times.
i'm feeling better right now. two very important people have not only found their way back into my life, but i let the anger go and welcomed them back. i realize now just how much i miss and have missed them both.
i could go on and on about how no woman in the last five years has been willing to be my girlfriend, i could go on and on about how depressed i have been in all this time. and if you really want to read it, there's a lot there, check the older entries.
right now though, i'm in the final stretch of student teaching and i'm finishing up the most positive srping break i've had in a long time. nothing amazing happened, but i felt pretty ok through out it. and i usually have terrible spring breaks.
the only draw back it having to drive to Chicago from Schaumburg for work.
tonight jimmy is having a big birthday celebration, it's going to be cool.
"Some say in the darkest places, love can grow." Vampires- Strung Out
